"Help!" is wat ik riep. En hulp is wat er kwam.
Maar was het wel hulp? Als ik moet geloven wat mij wordt vertelt.
Dan is dit de hulp waar ik op wacht. Maar het brengt geen voldoening.
Ik praat met anderen maar het enige wat het mij brengt is verwarring.
Zo groot is die verwarring, dat mijn hoofd tolt.
Zo lang niets gezegd, en dan nu opeens zoveel.
Al die woorden, al die gevoelens. Ik voel me niet zo goed.
"We geven om je!" wordt zo vaak naar mij geroepen.
Waarom geloof ik het dan niet? Het helpt me niet.
Ik ben blij met de woorden die ik hoor. Maar toch zo ongelukkig.
Ik snap mezelf niet meer. Ik ben zo gefrustreert.
Soms denk ik d
Ik geloof het niet. En toch is het de waarheid.
Waarom ben je teruggekomen?
Ik was blij dat je me in de steek liet.
Een jaar ben je me gevolgd.
Heb je je vastgehecht aan mij.
Toch raakte ik je kwijt.
Ik voelde hoe geluk me weer bereikte.
Hoe ik lachte. Een echte lach, geen masker.
Ik voelde hoe ik anderen gelukkig maakte.
Ik voelde.
Ik voelde weer.
Ik durfde je naam niet meer te noemen.
Wanneer ik hem hoorde vallen rende ik weg.
Ik wilde het vergeten.
Want ik leefde nu zonder jouw.
Dat moest zo blijven.
Ik kreeg rillingen als ik aan je dacht.
Ik maakte een nieuwe kooi vol herinneringen.
Stopte alles weg.
Want ik had je
Stilte, stilte overal.
Behalve in mijn hoofd, want mijn hoofd schreeuwt.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH
Zo klinken mijn gedachten.
Het volume staat te hoog, het trilt door tot mijn gevoelens.
Mijn hoofd roddelt met mijn hart.
De discussie en harmonie die ze hebben is oneindig.
Zelf doe ik het niet goed.
Maar wie ben ik? Ben ik gescheiden van hen beide..
Of een deel van hen?
Mijn hart schreeuwt net zoals mijn hoofd.
Ookal kan het niet spreken.
Mijn hoofd schreeuwt met gedachten. Letterlijk hoor ik het geschreeuw.
Het hart kan dat niet, maar bereikt dan toch hetzelfde.
Het gevoel is al erg genoeg.
Waar hebben ze het over?
Over
I'm stuck, stuck in the middle of depression..
The middle of a big hole..
It's dark and I can't see sunshine..
The little rays reaching me aren't enough..
They're not enough to make me smile..
It's quiet, quiet in this cavern..
The friends who used to talk with me..
They're leaving me alone..
I'm not worth talking to anymore..
I'm not worth their voice..
I cry, cry quietly in a corner..
They drove me to the place I am..
Because I had nowhere else to go..
I feel my eyes getting wet every night..
Every night when I try to fall asleep, but can't..
I'm tired, tired, though I'm lying in my bed..
My happy thoughts stopped..
Only sa
From the moment I hugged her..
And she looked deeply in my eyes..
I felt she knew.. that I lied..
She was asking me to give approval..
And I gave it to her..
I felt that it started.. to reach me..
Took my music out of my pocket..
Felt my eyes slowly becoming wet..
And when the first teardrop flew..
The rain was with me...
Oh-oh.. The rain was with me.. Oh-oh..
From that moment she hugged me..
Cause I had given a little nod to her..
I felt her slowly.. become happy..
Her eyes became to sparkle a little more..
And I knew why..
She would meet.. someone else..
Took my music out of my pocket..
Felt my eyes slowly becoming wet..
Shut up! I screamt to my radio..
After it played another "sexy" song..
About how perfect all girls were..
With all their make-up, cheats, so on..
Boys with pants almost touching the ground..
Showing the underwear that's "hot"..
Walking like they've got broken legs..
And looks is all they've got..
Sorry, But I'm not really interested..
Just because you look like that..
Doesn't mean.. I should be all impressed by you..
Sorry but I'm not really interested..
Go on "play" your girls..
But not me.. A guy like you isn't worth my love..
Buying expensive clothes cause it's "cool"..
I don't understand it..
Losing weight cause that's "pr
Let's blame it on the rain.. by Ingatan, literature
Literature
Let's blame it on the rain..
It's summer eve July..
While the sun is going down..
The sky is filled with colour..
Still no street-lights lit in town..
It was an hot day today..
I almost fainted..
So I walked in the shadows..
Where my feelings tainted..
It was a sad day today..
I felt the urge to cry..
But kept my tears inside..
Need the liquid as supply..
The only thing left..
The footprints in the hall..
I said let's blame it on the rain..
But today fell no rain at all..
The reason for the quotes.. by Ingatan, literature
Literature
The reason for the quotes..
Intro?
You mean everything to me....
You are making my heart beat.....
Only youuu....
All the tears I ever cried....
Were caused or stopped by you....
Only youuu....
You're the reason of the quotes..
And the hearts under my notes..
Only you.. were worth all the tears I cried..
You're the source of all my songs..
The place my heart belongs..
Only you could mean so much to me..
Only you did mention..
You have my attention..
The determinant of my mood..
The inspiration of my art..
You're the one that has my heart..
And I don't want you to leave my life..
Hiding behind my lap-top..
Cause I really want to cry..
But I prefer n
"Help!" is wat ik riep. En hulp is wat er kwam.
Maar was het wel hulp? Als ik moet geloven wat mij wordt vertelt.
Dan is dit de hulp waar ik op wacht. Maar het brengt geen voldoening.
Ik praat met anderen maar het enige wat het mij brengt is verwarring.
Zo groot is die verwarring, dat mijn hoofd tolt.
Zo lang niets gezegd, en dan nu opeens zoveel.
Al die woorden, al die gevoelens. Ik voel me niet zo goed.
"We geven om je!" wordt zo vaak naar mij geroepen.
Waarom geloof ik het dan niet? Het helpt me niet.
Ik ben blij met de woorden die ik hoor. Maar toch zo ongelukkig.
Ik snap mezelf niet meer. Ik ben zo gefrustreert.
Soms denk ik d
Ik geloof het niet. En toch is het de waarheid.
Waarom ben je teruggekomen?
Ik was blij dat je me in de steek liet.
Een jaar ben je me gevolgd.
Heb je je vastgehecht aan mij.
Toch raakte ik je kwijt.
Ik voelde hoe geluk me weer bereikte.
Hoe ik lachte. Een echte lach, geen masker.
Ik voelde hoe ik anderen gelukkig maakte.
Ik voelde.
Ik voelde weer.
Ik durfde je naam niet meer te noemen.
Wanneer ik hem hoorde vallen rende ik weg.
Ik wilde het vergeten.
Want ik leefde nu zonder jouw.
Dat moest zo blijven.
Ik kreeg rillingen als ik aan je dacht.
Ik maakte een nieuwe kooi vol herinneringen.
Stopte alles weg.
Want ik had je
Stilte, stilte overal.
Behalve in mijn hoofd, want mijn hoofd schreeuwt.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH
Zo klinken mijn gedachten.
Het volume staat te hoog, het trilt door tot mijn gevoelens.
Mijn hoofd roddelt met mijn hart.
De discussie en harmonie die ze hebben is oneindig.
Zelf doe ik het niet goed.
Maar wie ben ik? Ben ik gescheiden van hen beide..
Of een deel van hen?
Mijn hart schreeuwt net zoals mijn hoofd.
Ookal kan het niet spreken.
Mijn hoofd schreeuwt met gedachten. Letterlijk hoor ik het geschreeuw.
Het hart kan dat niet, maar bereikt dan toch hetzelfde.
Het gevoel is al erg genoeg.
Waar hebben ze het over?
Over
I'm stuck, stuck in the middle of depression..
The middle of a big hole..
It's dark and I can't see sunshine..
The little rays reaching me aren't enough..
They're not enough to make me smile..
It's quiet, quiet in this cavern..
The friends who used to talk with me..
They're leaving me alone..
I'm not worth talking to anymore..
I'm not worth their voice..
I cry, cry quietly in a corner..
They drove me to the place I am..
Because I had nowhere else to go..
I feel my eyes getting wet every night..
Every night when I try to fall asleep, but can't..
I'm tired, tired, though I'm lying in my bed..
My happy thoughts stopped..
Only sa
From the moment I hugged her..
And she looked deeply in my eyes..
I felt she knew.. that I lied..
She was asking me to give approval..
And I gave it to her..
I felt that it started.. to reach me..
Took my music out of my pocket..
Felt my eyes slowly becoming wet..
And when the first teardrop flew..
The rain was with me...
Oh-oh.. The rain was with me.. Oh-oh..
From that moment she hugged me..
Cause I had given a little nod to her..
I felt her slowly.. become happy..
Her eyes became to sparkle a little more..
And I knew why..
She would meet.. someone else..
Took my music out of my pocket..
Felt my eyes slowly becoming wet..
I want to draw a big heart..
For everything I love..
Some hearts are a bit bigger..
But it will be enough..
And for one.. special person..
I made no heart at all..
I?m giving him something else..
A real heart is more special..
I don?t know.. what I feel..
Can?t explain.. how it feels..
And I?m not.. understanding..
What it makes me do..
But I know.. This one thing..
I can explain.. This part..
And that?s that this special person..
Is.. youuuuu?.. <3
I want to write a good song..
For everything I love..
Some songs are a bit better..
But I?m sure good enough..
And for one special person..
I wrote no song at all..
You m
Shut up! I screamt to my radio..
After it played another "sexy" song..
About how perfect all girls were..
With all their make-up, cheats, so on..
Boys with pants almost touching the ground..
Showing the underwear that's "hot"..
Walking like they've got broken legs..
And looks is all they've got..
Sorry, But I'm not really interested..
Just because you look like that..
Doesn't mean.. I should be all impressed by you..
Sorry but I'm not really interested..
Go on "play" your girls..
But not me.. A guy like you isn't worth my love..
Buying expensive clothes cause it's "cool"..
I don't understand it..
Losing weight cause that's "pr
Let's blame it on the rain.. by Ingatan, literature
Literature
Let's blame it on the rain..
It's summer eve July..
While the sun is going down..
The sky is filled with colour..
Still no street-lights lit in town..
It was an hot day today..
I almost fainted..
So I walked in the shadows..
Where my feelings tainted..
It was a sad day today..
I felt the urge to cry..
But kept my tears inside..
Need the liquid as supply..
The only thing left..
The footprints in the hall..
I said let's blame it on the rain..
But today fell no rain at all..
I feel it happen to me again,
If it will ever stop I don't know when,
This wound tears open and bleeds me dry,
But this will not be the way i die,
I feel the pain,
Feel it driving me insane,
Now it slowly will ascend,
Please help me now my dear friend,
It's eating away my hopes and dreams,
But still i don't know what it means,
I need a way out,
So I scream out loud,
I feel the pain,
Feel it driving me insane,
Now it slowly will ascend,
Please help me now my dear friend,
Will you help me when I cry,
Or would you rather i slowly die,
You must make your decision soon,
Help me stop this recurring wound,
I feel the pain,
Feel
I'm Roos (which means Rose :'D), But I'm often called snuf..
On this account I post "poems" and song lyrics.. You cant even call them poems.. They're very unprofessional.. ! I often need to get rid of my feelings because I don't really talk.. much. In real I also write my problems down and let people read them, instead of telling them. I just can't tell them.
I know that's bad.
You should visit this acc when you like drawings and stuff: N-B-R-artwork you find more about me there too :'D
Favourite Visual Artist
soo many!!
Favourite Movies
9, Avatar, The mist (haha), old disney movies
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
That would be, snow patrol, coldplay, linkin park, red hot chilli peppers etc..
I haven't been here for a long time.
I didn't consider any of my poems worthy enough to upload.
well, I think I might upload one dutch poem for a change..
It's not that much of a poem.. it doesn't rhyme..
but sorta does. it's liek talking in a rythm..
so.. bye? ouo
/I secretly just needed that other journal to go away/
EDIT So the songs are there ;D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LyfAPSAJCQ0 && http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUJZLSyk4xs
Hope I'm not disappointing you ^^
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I felt a bit sick and very stressed today..
Still feel that but that's all not very interesting for you |D!
The reason why I'm making this journal.. it's about my songs on youtube..
They aren't there yet.. But very soon (I mean a few minutes)
They'll be on youtube to view! well.. hear!
In the future.. if you want me to upload a certain song which lyrics I posted here,
You can comment on the song to ask me if I could make a youtube video for it ^^
So I decided to make this my "poem account"
Some of you might know me.. recognize my avatar or something..
All possible.. n_n
So.. this'll be a short entry to say I'm gonna write poems and literature here..
Not that i'm good.. But yeah x3
feel free to give me critism..
But remember.. i do this for fun!
Bye~!
You can also visit my art here: ~N-B-R-artwork (https://www.deviantart.com/n-b-r-artwork)